you can't forget the truths you know: they'll guide you through the conflicting feelings. they're all that will keep you going.
Don't ever forgo doing what is right. you will always, always regret it.
be always ready, to share, to go, to be, whatever He wants.
Don't lose the sense of calm and contentment that you've been given. He has everything under control.
be mindful that Christianity is not faith. faith is following blind; trusting a force that may not do the "good" to you that you would prefer. faith is ridiculous. faith is everything.
He is for me, He is with me, His promises protect me.
i shall not fear.