trying to write, trying to see
trying to know what's actually me.
trying to be who i thought i admired,
trying to live inspired.
living to splash, living to smile,
living to just lay around for awhile,
living to make precious mem'ries that last,
living to leave the past.
aiming to argue, aiming to please,
aiming to just stay away from the sleaze,
aiming to be cute and tender and true,
aiming to follow you.
fighting for clarity, fighting for good,
fighting to care about all that i should,
fighting to stay strong and do right, not fun,
fighting to remain the one.